Suzy Bishop Here we are, the absolute toughest torch walk for me to write.
Suzy, you were such a great friend to me this game. You were my first and closest alliance and we had probably the most successful, powerful and off the radar connection in the whole game most of the way through it. You were the one person here who I know appreciated this theme as much as I do. I had so much fun playing with you. You were a rock star and a power player, and such a genuine communicator.
Right up until last round I really thought we'd go to the end of the game together. I didn't know if I would be able to beat you in front of the jury, but I wanted to get there and find out. You abandoned Writer, our Fan Club third, on a tie vote but I could get past that... rocks are scary, right? That was a the first move you undeniably had over me. You told me you'd vote with me at the final eight and instead you tied the vote. To give yourself more time to think things over, you said. I looked past that too, and I kept working on getting your agreement to get together a top threats alliance with Margot and Madame D. to go to the final four. That was going to be our ticket to the FTC together, because without other threats around we might not have a way through the round of four without a forced tie and fire making, something neither one of us was confident about. You even workshopped alliance names with me until we hit on the Khaki Scouts. I implicitly trusted you to stick to the game plan, despite the fact that you'd undeniably upset the apple cart on our original final three game plan at the beginning of the merge.
So when you left me in the dark to flip on that brand new alliance and vote out Margot, that was a real gut check. I know you still trusted me because you weren't afraid to admit that you did it specifically to have another differentiation point in our games for your resume. You didn't want the jury to think you were playing MY game. But Suzy, you never were. You would have run laps around me at the finale without that move because you were anything but my passive partner and you were set to get to the end having made more, closer connections, never upsetting anyone and never being a serious target. I guess that was the straw that broke the camel's back though, because it finally shook me out of my firm commitment to going to the end with you. And without that commitment, the objective fact was you were a huge threat who was never going to be voted out if I didn't make a play no one else could make and knock you out with the idol. So that was that.
I know you are very possibly devastated by how things ended for us. I mean, I hope you went to the jury to lick your wounds and say all is fair in love and Survivor but if I was in your position I don't know if I could. I'm not expecting to win your jury vote. Maybe you'll get some grim satisfaction if I just end up following you to the jury now. But if I do make it to the end and win this game that play I made against you is going to be a huge part of the story. I just hope that when the sting of it wears off you can understand why I made it. Because no matter whether I'm the last juror or a finalist it's a bittersweet thing to be here without you.
Your best friend,
Richie