Guardian wrote:That's just WIFOM. If not designed to be a town tell, why post it?
Honestly, I don't have a good answer for this. It did not enter my mind that it was just WIFOM, and therefore I maybe shouldn't have posted it. I was just posting what I was thinking.
Guardian wrote:Why only as scum for you? You are generally good at diffusing pressure as town? I'm bad at is, historically, sometimes I've even gotten very angry. That and convincing people of things, are my mafia-weaknesses. I'm usually right, and I'm usually town... anyways, this is neither here nor there.
It's tough for me to make general statements about my play, because this is only my second game. In my first game (Underground Mafia) I was vanilla townie, and I played well enough to avoid much suspicion altogether. I got one semi-serious vote in the middle of day 1, and I was never voted or seriously attacked after that. I drew the doc protect (from GunslingerKB, who Oman later replaced), cop investigation, and NK (which failed) all during N2. My strategy from the beginning of that game was to act transparently as possible to help the town, and to defend myself well so that I would not get into the spotlight in the first place. It worked in that game and I am using the same strategy here again because I am pro-town. I'd love to use that strategy forever (it fits my personality because I'm very honest in real life), but I am aware that if I do draw a scum role someday, that I'm probably going to be screwed by the meta.
I think my strength is analyzing details. Players remarked that I was observant in my first game (regarding details and inconsistencies, I think), but I think I am weak at picking up on and interpreting subtle tells because I just don't have the experience. It takes me a while to get enough information to feed my analyses. In this game so far, with all of the finger pointing and an abundance of lynch candidates, I admit I was quite confused and a bit overwhelmed early on. I think I have a better grasp of things now.
This is the first time I've ever really been in the spotlight, so in face of the pressure, I've decided to just simply tell the truth because I don't know what else to do. I'm not afraid of the spotlight in the sense that I can't *actually* slip up -- since I have nothing to hide. It's still possible that something I say could be twisted or misconstrued and people could believe that I am guilty, even though I'm not. Thus, I'm still afraid that I could be lynched.
Guardian wrote:Can you help me make sense of all this? It appears contradictory.
I think I answered this above. If I didn't, please say so.
Jitsu wrote:Some might consider this a scumtell (and is probably why some of the other pro-town players don't know what to think of you), but I'm not convinced it is a scumtell in this case.
Which players are you talking about, here?[/quote]
Since you seem to be treating me pretty fairly, I'll do one better and expand your question to include all of the players who might think it is a tell.
Xylthixlm is the main person I had in mind. His scumdar summary in post 162 seems to suggest this (this post may have led to Incognito's thoughts later in 215), and I also think it helps to explain some of his Cons mentioned later in post 300. But I don't think he really suspects you much for it. Like me, I think this is just a reason why he has some lingering doubts on you. I think he is probably town.
Opie. I think part of his case on you touches on this. I agree with some of Adel's case on him as I said, but I still have my doubts. Next on my "to do" list is to re-read him in light of recent events and see what I think.
Patrick. Some of his comments in 345 and 350 look like they could possibly be influenced by the tell I mentioned, even though he didn't specifically say that. He seems to have more of a neutral opinion of you. I didn't have much of an opinion on TrustGossip, and though I'm starting to get an impression on Patrick, I'd like to see some more comments from him before I make up my mind.
Incognito. Point (1) of his case against you in post 215 seems to be addressing that. He really seems to think it is a major scumtell.
Erg0 seems to agree with Incognito, from his comments in 242. I want to keep my opinions on them to myself for now since Erg0 is likely to respond to my post 383 and Incognito hasn't weighed in yet on recent events.