Apologies for the copy-paste, but I honestly think that this game quite frankly needs it just as much, if not more:
So, I just changed my sig. Sure, I guess I could still be V/LA due to weather, but the season has mostly passed by, and I think that the space is far better used up to tell that message.
Basically, I was inspired
by these threads, which made me realize something:
I originally kept on playing for the intellectual challenge. And on a related note, I've called myself the "Eternal Newbie", in that I never stop adapting, never stop changing, never stop trying something new, and am constantly evolving my play. Yet...
...Have I?
The last time I remember using logic was in Tough Guy Mafia as a hydra. Almost a year ago. Since then, I've used
reasoning
, sure, but not true, good, honest
. I'm seen widely as irrational. And worse, I've stagnated. My play hasn't improved in months. Despite all my efforts to the contrary, where I do a few bold moves every once and a while, I really have sunk into mediocre play in all my games.
So, in an effort to change both problems, I'm going to try my best to change things up a bit. I think Part of the problem is "internalization", in that a lot of things I used to do manually (tone, motive, interaction, etc.), I've done so often that they're done automatically--to the point where I can't even tell what I'm doing, and am forced to call it gut. So I'm going to try and undo the damage that has happened, to remove the decay in my play.
And this game really could use a fresh perspective, in that I've seriously lost my touch with it.
It'll take a liiiittle bit of time in my QT (which I realized that as a whole, I do not use often--I can go days, even weeks without posting in them, whereas originally I posted almost every day), to sort things through.
But I think that when I'm finished, you'll see a new and improved mastin2.
I know, it's a little close to deadline for me to make a move like this, but I do think the payoff would be well worth it if I could actually make it work. Wish me luck; this is something which...well, I quite frankly have no clue if it'll do any good.
But I have to try.