Apparently, it doesn't matter what I claim, because GlaDOS is already saying that there's no chance of a non-me wagon going through (although he's since said that I'm his only scum read). But just some useful information: if no town player blocked me last night, there's a scum roleblocker in the set-up.
I'm Fluttershy, Friend to All Living Things (
yeah
). I'm basically a standard bodyguard who dies if someone tries to kill my target. There's some flavour before my role description about having a timid exterior, but being selfless and devoted to my animal friends. But I know scum could request fake role PMs in Faraday's ASOIAF games, so it proves nothing.(For the record, those were why I made tongue-in-cheek comments about not believing that Fluttershy could be evil. I don't leave breadcrumbs for protective roles, though. I can give meta to prove this.)
Initially, I'd planned on withholding N1 and waiting until a strong power role claim to sacrifice myself. But at the end of the day, I was coming under suspicion, so I wanted to eliminate myself from the suspect pool as early as possible. Furthermore, I'd pretty much given up on ever catching up, so decided to use my ability N1...
...on Gammagooey.
So in other words, I was either roleblocked or jailkept last night (other than something tinfoil hat like a redirector). Had my night action not been stopped, I would have been dead today, Gammagooey would have been alive, and this wagon wouldn't have even happened. So Gamma's flip basically destroyed what was left of my morale for this game. For context, I continuously draw protective roles, and this is the first time I've successfully blocked a target. To say I'm bitter is an understatement.
I was really hoping I could get away with not claiming today, and I've been waffling over the past few days on whether I should claim or give one last-ditch effort at defending myself. Had I made it just one more night and guessed right on the NK target, you might have been rid of my useless lurky ass by way of nightkill instead of a lynch. But now I might be roleblocked into perpetuity (although at least I might draw a block away from someone else).
For the record, I'm not sure what that says about Jahudo. Scum might have got PR vibes from me because I was under the radar, but I became paranoid after Gamma's flip as to why scum wouldn't roleblock a claimed power role instead of me. (It didn't occur to me that I might have been blocked by town until later.)
I wish I'd had time to post this morning before heading out to work so as to give people more time to evaluate my claim, and I apologize again for playing like shit.
I'll be working tomorrow, but I can check from my phone before deadline to move my vote to any alternate wagon. I can try to stay up to defend myself or give last reads, except I have to leave the house in six hours.
