Hey guys, definitely no hard feelings on my end, and I don't begrudge anyone having some on theirs.
This round I felt like I was basically not a part of Judy's game anymore, which was kind of confirmed by Poirot, who said that when she targeted Jake, she was suggesting I'd be next. She really made virtually no effort to talk to me during the round Jake went home, no attempts at damage control or anything. So I kind of prematurely started laying the groundwork to target her this round, which wasn't helped by the snafu with the challenge results, as once the first result was announced, it was like full steam ahead, and then we find out Judy's immune. Whoops!
So yeah, people told her I was targeting her, and it was difficult to really organize a vote otherwise. Out of desperation I tried to even flip it onto Leon because Poirot said that Lucifer and Rust might be receptive to that, but no luck. Leon is pissed at me, understandably, but tbh after he turned on Jake last round I had virtually no trust in any of his loyalties, and he'd repeatedly said things overtly and indirectly that indicated I clearly wasn't one of his top priorities.
To Scruff: FWIW, my apology was sincere, I just genuinely felt like it was an active move against Jake that first merge round because the whole miscommunication comedy of errors seemed so unlikely to me? But either way I shouldn't have been such a shithead to you. The problem is that while that was a huge mistake and I recognized it as a huge mistake later, I knew the damage was done and there was really no rebuilding that trust, which is entirely on me. Anyway, again, I'm sorry.