Being in power would be a better feeling, but I just don't feel powerful at the moment, so I'm ignoring it.
Which means I need to get back to the fluff talk, the problem being some of the messages are basically just about the game state, and week if I'm only talking about that, it's not as enjoyable.
But yeah I know my reasons for why I'm like this, and I know that I'm the only pony that can solve my own problems. There's still a long way to go in the game, it may have started over 2 weeks ago, but merge and the end game aren't actually in sight yet.