I've thought for a while about replying to this, various pros and cons on what I've wanted to say but I want my actions here to speak loud and clear about how I'm with this tribe
I could've sat back and stayed quiet in case you end up back in the game and I might be forced to work with you again in the future but I'm not going to do that
Trixie, first off I wanna say that when I told you that I'd work with you and that I'd never put your name down, I meant it, I loved you very much and loved talking to you, you were my number 1 ally, I trusted you and I confided in you, I wanted us to go really far together
However, as the game went on, you did a lot which hurt me and hurt our alliance together and you made moves that made things difficult to work with you on
-The public post which you kept blaming me for
-Trying to split our tribe in 2
-Saying that Derpy was trying to take out Queen in order to take out Derpy
-Going round trying to tell my secrets to other tribe members (not that there was a lot of secrets to be told)
The worst thing and what put me in the worst position was you lied to somepony we were in an alliance with, you lied to Daddy and Derpy about who you were voting for between Sunburst and Sombra, this put me in a horrible spot because it was forcing me to choose between 2 different alliances which made absolutely no sense to do, I wanted us to unite and have a big tribal alliance so that when we did come to the swap we would be strong, I saw no need in us splitting our tribe in 2, especially not when the vote was between 2 players who were both inactive at the time
I flipped my vote for 1 reason and 1 reason alone, because it wasn't to do with picking an alliance, I flipped as a fuck you to you...that was my turning point in the game where I broke off from you and the only person to blame for it was YOU! At that point nopony else was telling me to turn on you or anything like that, I turned on you of my own accord
I then realised that even if I could trust you, you were harmful to my game due to your actions and I was a major driving force on the vote against you and Derpy is 100% correct in saying that I had even suggested throwing the challenge...and tbh I half threw it anyway, I had no care for winning that challenge because I wanted you gone before any form of swap
I need you to understand that this had absolutely nothing to do with us as a tribe but all to do with you
God I feel like I'm having a therapy session, feels great to get this off my chest